You know sometimes you have a day
when everything around you is wrong and going badly? When you can’t see a way forward and your
mood is full of doom and gloom. Well
today isn’t that day.
Today is happiness.
I’ve posted previous about
waiting for my first university essay to be marked. After submitting 2 ½ weeks ago I have been
full of trepidation, nerves and at times, sheer panic. Had I answered the question correctly, would
I pass; did I have enough examples; right through to have I made the right
choice in doing a degree.
40% Pass
40 – 54 3rd 55-69 2.2
70 – 84 2.1
85 – 100 1st
There are the expectations that
you have in your head and the ones that you will say aloud, and then the ones
that you really want, but can’t say or think.
Aloud I said that I just wanted
the pass and any mark thereafter would do, in my logical head I wanted a clear
pass, a 2.2 mark. I didn’t think that I
could do any better than that on my first essay. The little voice inside wanted a 2.1 mark.
Well today, the little voice won
the bet. I got 78% which is right in the
middle of a 2.1.
Whilst it is only a very tiny step
in the long road I have ahead in my degree, it has answered the question that
is the most important to me.
Can I do this? HELL YES I CAN.
Today is one to remember.
Go You!!
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